Wow - when things need to happen, they do. Like realizing you are continuing a habit that has outlived its usefulness. Or realizing that what you thought you ought to be feeling is gone. And for me, both of those things met at the crossroads this week and this intersection has created a reason for me to take a deeper look at myself and my life. Who do I really want to be? What do I really want in my life? Can I deem myself worthy enough to accept not only what others are willing to share with me but also to give to myself what I so freely share with others?
I found this quote appropriate for what I am going through right now:
"If there is one door in the castle you have been told not to go through, you must. Otherwise you'll just be rearranging furniture in rooms you've already been in." - Anne Lamont
Right now, with these thoughts, what is the truest and biggest risk right now? The possibility I might lose a fear I've grown accustomed to feeling. And we all know, the only thing we have to fear is fear itself. We also know that we should bring our fears out into the cold (or hot) light of day and really examine them. What do I have to fear in my life right now, right here? Nothing. Everything is new again, the slate is clean and ready to be filled again.
So with that, I can now do the work needed to rejuvenate my life, restore my sense of self and balance, reawaken dreams that have lain dormant, and resurrect my best life!
Oh wow, oh wow, oh wow! I can sense the petrichor in my life - the healing rain is nigh! What I need and am ready to accept into the plain of my life will begin to fall from the sky like tender drops of rain, and I will drink them up and be full and healed once more!
What a blessing, what a blessing indeed!
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